I wanted to name this imprisoned soul but someone has already owned it. I think it isn’t so different (In Czech the meanings are almost same.)
Quite often I don’t want to be here anymore. I feel here like in a trap, I don’t belong here, so I want to help my soul to get on the second side… But when I consider the way of suiciide, how to do it, when and where I always have to think of my parents, best friend and what helps most: Muse and other my dreams. When I imagine I’ll never see Muse again, I’ll never visit England or other favourite places I must say: suicide can wait…
I don’t expect I will have many followres. That’s not my aim. I just need to tell some of my thoughts to the world. I will post here my problems, happy moments and opinions… I hope to find someone who will be with me on the same wave :-)
PS: Please excuse my English. I’m from the Czech Republic and I still learn it… I would be glad for any penfriend, with whom I could practise my English.